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Jul 07
2010
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DisappointedPosted by rekreate in Untagged |
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Ok, well the time has come for me too finally reveal my results and I do not know what to say but I am very disappointed with my efforts and results. As a trainer you are expected to be a role model and represent the industry you work in but at the moment I am still not where I think I should be. Maybe I am being just a little too hard on myself and need too give it at least a year. I realise that this time around it is so much harder, I still have huge abdominal separation, and even though I have no stretch marks at all my belly is not as firm as it was the first time around.
I find myself as a trainer, training others but not training myself, not making the full commitment I need to get back into shape. The aim of my blog was to let my members know that yes I am human and yes I understand how hard this can be. Priorites change in your life and it is no longer about you, everyone and everything else comes first and you last.
So where to now, well I just need to keep on doing what I am doing and as time passes and my beautiful children grow a little older, I will find a little more time for myself and get back to the old me.
I hope I have not let you ladies down by not managing to be the super women I sometimes think I need to be. One thing I do know is that many of you understand what it is like and when the time is right I will REKREATE my fitness and REKREATE my lifestyle.
Have a great week ladies.
Write soon
Kylie Reh


